ashleymetteylol

ashleymetteylol @ 2007-09-05T14:16:00

2007-09-04T18:17:11Z

School starts.. and I'm not going. I've been working a lot. I'm working two jobs and that keeps me pretty busy. I don't mind it. I get lots of money

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2007-07-30T05:26:33Z

I love kyle. I love how I found a spice girls CD in his collection. I love how he makes me feel. We are going on vacation in a week. I cannot wait to get away.

ashleymetteylol @ 2007-07-05T16:20:00

2007-07-05T20:24:57Z

I love kyle.

ashleymetteylol @ 2007-04-19T10:08:00

2007-04-19T14:12:39Z

Does anyone read this? It's April, but doesn't feel like it. My new job is ok, but the fact that it's new isn't that cool anymore. I'm still with Kyle, I love him so much. We're planning on moving out together, but neither of us have the finances too. Which sucks cause I am so ready to get out of my house. What else... Oh, I hate school mainly for the fact that I go to college in my town, a community college. I didn't really plan on this, I want to go away to school, to stay in a dorm and meet new people. I want to go to a school where I don't know anyone. It seems like half of my graduating class came here. I don't like it. I also have semi-shitty grades.

ashleymetteylol @ 2007-02-27T17:41:00

2007-02-27T22:37:44Z

It's almost March, I haven't updated since December. A lot has happened. I am no longer single. I am with someone who I love very very much. I also have a new job, taking trophy orders.. Woo.

ashleymetteylol @ 2006-12-14T13:18:00

2006-12-14T18:18:31Z

http://grouphug.us/
♥

ashleymetteylol @ 2006-11-27T23:59:00

2006-11-28T04:59:16Z

My journal is so negative.

I went to my cousins house today, she gave me blank canvases, charcoal, conte crayons, pencils, and oil pastels. It was good, we talked about art for four hours. I need to visit her more often.

Christmas is less than a month away, meaning that my birthday is in two months. I will be 19. It doesnt feel like it at all. It feels like just last week I was 15 going into high school. Weird. I'm growing up.
I am beginging to get that feeling I had during my senior year in high school, I feel like I am never going to go anywhere with my life. Let me tell you, it is an awesome feeling.

I am confused about a lot of things I guess.
love life. haha
school
my job
my family
and my friends

im just confused.

ashleymetteylol @ 2006-10-18T05:29:00

2006-10-18T05:32:16Z

I honestly suck

ashleymetteylol @ 2006-10-03T23:45:00

2006-10-04T03:47:05Z

i think I like someone

ashleymetteylol @ 2006-10-02T00:50:00

2006-10-02T04:50:18Z

i am happy

ashleymetteylol @ 2006-09-21T22:48:00

2006-09-22T02:49:54Z

??

2006-09-21T05:18:20Z

ETGH"ERGA JGK;dgkADS:HRTJSR:Hdf;hjol;jlerh
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I DONT KNOW!!
school is fun, but its hard with work 6 days a week.
OH and.. I need to go on a diet
cause I am FAT

ashleymetteylol @ 2006-08-18T02:33:00

2006-08-18T06:34:15Z

I am so stupid
If im going to regret something..
why do I do it?

I really cannot figure myself out and I hate it.

ashleymetteylol @ 2006-08-13T15:34:00

2006-08-13T19:36:37Z

I have had an amazing past few days, partially because ive been with amazing people. There is one in particular, he probably knows who he is. I've also met new people which, is very exciting.

I dont know what to write, and I have to go to work.

ashleymetteylol @ 2006-07-08T02:40:00

2006-07-08T06:40:52Z

I need to find out who I am.

ashleymetteylol @ 2006-06-17T23:20:00

2006-06-18T03:22:55Z

My car failed inspection, lovely.
I get a free tire, a new headlight bulb, and windshield wiper fluid though.

ashleymetteylol @ 2006-06-06T16:01:00

2006-06-06T20:02:50Z

Yesterday, I FINALLY got my lisence in the mail!!
My cousin also took me to get my passport, so when it comes.. who wants to go to Europe with me!

ashleymetteylol @ 2006-05-25T17:00:00

2006-05-25T21:03:38Z

extensions for prom.

ashleymetteylol @ 2006-05-25T11:54:00

2006-05-25T15:55:28Z

PROM was last night
I had more fun than i thought i would..
so my night.. WASN'T HELL.

ashleymetteylol @ 2006-05-22T13:41:00

2006-05-22T17:21:26Z

I'm happy but at the same time I'm not.
I am never satisfied

ashleymetteylol @ 2006-05-12T09:43:00

2006-05-12T13:25:32Z

I finished my senior paper.
thank god
I'm going to HCC to show a mini portfolio.
I'm getting my license may 31.
Im graduating june 4.

I don't even care anymore

ashleymetteylol @ 2006-05-10T11:14:00

2006-05-10T14:56:49Z

what happened.

ashleymetteylol @ 2006-04-24T12:53:00

2006-04-24T16:34:54Z

This past week was the best week of my life.
I better graduate so I can enjoy my summer.

ashleymetteylol @ 2006-04-06T10:20:00

2006-04-06T14:01:32Z

WHY did I make a new livejournal?
to read about everyone else probably..

ashleymetteylol @ 2006-03-09T10:09:00

2006-03-09T14:51:42Z

livejournal blows